~ Welcome again, Traveller ~

In this realm you will find all kind of thoughts
the night has brought to me.
They are not in order.
Night thoughts never do come and visit you
in an orderly manner, do they?
But I hope you will enjoy them nevertheless, and who knows,
some of these thoughts might even have visited you, too!
So lets share them and dream together
and become friends over them,
while the night continues on
and many more thoughts are on their way to us...



Some images on this page are gateways to hidden places.
It is up to you whether you go looking for them or not,
but I hope you'll find your curiosity rewarded..

..try the smaller ones..



A song I really love

(click to start music)

Music: Rudolf Schenker
Lyrics: Klaus Meine


The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and you will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and you will find
The way out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star



This is a good one for us night creatures:

Imagine yourself in a cold, dark room.
You have got a candle, a fireplace and an oil lantern, but only one match.
What do you light first?

(Answer after the next picture)


Picture by Gilbert Williams


The match! You knew that, of course..




My favourite Star Constellation is Draco.
If you would like to adopt a Star Constellation from me,
then please click on Draco.
There are many constellations waiting, but sorry, not Draco..
He is mine... lol... but what about Phoenix?! Or Scorpius?!
Have a look and see which one you like




Moldevite is a very rare tektite,
the result of a meteorite impact nearly 15 Million years ago.
It contains the least amount of water, i.e. less than 0,02 % H2O,
in comparison to all other terrestrial minerals.

The impact crater, where the meteorite hit,
lies in Ries near Stuttgart, Germany, and has a 24 km diameter.
But to find Moldevite you have to actually travel to the
Southern Bohemia, Czech Republic.
That is how far the material was thrown out.
There are ONLY 60 - 100 Moldavites that weigh more than 100 grams,
while probably only 1 - 5 Moldavites exist that exceed 200 grams!
The avarage weight of these strange 'vitreuos drops' is only 8 grams,
and they are not cheap to buy either.

Moldavite is said to be the 'stone' of the wanderer ~
alien souls that are visiting this planet to learn and experience life on earth.
For some that probably sounds very silly, but to me it makes a certain amount of sense.
As an agnostic I will not accept any answer given in relation to the existence
(or non existence) of a god, but of all the theories out there - the idea that some
souls on this planet are of alien origin rings true and strangely familiar to me...
Moldevite is said to contain strong energies, and when I for the first time
held a piece in my hands and looked at it closely, I experienced a weird feeling
of detachment from my body and 'floating'. Now that could just be because I already
had read about Moldevite and that its energy allegedly can lead to strange sensations,
but I have had information available concerning other crystals before
and never felt any of what these crystals shall be able to do.

(should you wish to find out more about what this means to me personally)
(then please click on the above Moldevite)




This is a present for me from my friend Evilluv,
and she insists it is a 'dove of peace'... (hehehe)
It was also her first ever attempt, regarding her graphics program,
which of course makes it even more special to me!
If you want to visit Evilluv and her LitTle DisTurBed world
return to the portal page where a link to her site can be found
right above the tagboard




Have you ever seen a ghost?

I could not say I have, but one night, when my parents where not home,
a former boyfriend of mine (I was only sweet 18 at that time..) slept over,
and something very strange happened.
First I heard a noise coming from the bottom of the stairs which were leading to the cellar.
It sounded as if someone was scratching or trying to claw a passage through the wall.
My friend did not hear it at first, but then he did, too.
We went investigating.
(Like you see it in every good horror movie...)
(The moment when you sit there in your living room thinking - why are they so stupid?)
(Don't they know something is going to happen to them?)
(Weird, but when you are actually in such a situation, you do investigate!)
We went into the cellar.
I never liked that place, even though it is a nice cellar,
one that is more like the rest of the house, you know,
with carpets and everything. Not just a dark hole.
Well, however, we could not find anything, and the noise had stopped, too.
Then my boyfriend noticed a door.
Only one half of my parents house has a proper cellar, where you can walk upright in.
The other half sits on something that is still a cellar,
but it is only half the height and is only there for insulation purposes.
It has no windows, no access to the outside world.
No animal could find its way in there. Nothing.
That door was leading into that part of the cellar,
and my boyfriend went to open it.
(He was not scared at all - while I was petrified!!!)
The door had a key and was locked.
We turned the key, but the door would not open.
My boyfriend could not even move the handle.
It was as if something (or someone) was holding against it from the other side;
the side of the cellar where nothing could have been..
My boyfriend was very tall and very sporty,
but that door handle was not willing to give, regardless of what he tried.
At the end we gave up and returned back upstairs.
I had a bad night, I can tell you that...
Next day, when my parents came back, we told them what had happened.
My father went down into the cellar and opened that door. With ease!
The handle moved, exactly the way a door handle should move...
I do not know the reason for what happened that night.
I don't know whether I want to know!
I have tried hard to find a plausible explanation, but believe me, there is non.
All I know is that I never felt safe in my parent's house again,
even though nothing else happened.
It was just a very very bad feeling......




Who would you like to meet?
Someone I really would have liked to meet is

Albert Einstein

He seems to have had a lot of humor,
and that while having a knowledge of things
far beyond the reach of an ordinary mind.
Yes, I know, it looks very much though as if he was wrong about
the 'God does not play dice' thing, but still, I think he was
an amazing man, and I am sad he is gone.
How tragic that - even though to a degree he was the father of
modern Quantum Physics - at the same time he could never really
come to terms with it's strange laws...
Quantum Physics is an amazing subject, don't you find that too?
You have to abandon all your experiences of the world we know,
and you have to start thinking completely a new.
I am fascinated by Quantum Physics!
Of course:
The idea of the cat in the box being dead and alive
at the same time is a horrible one
(definitely from a cat lover's point of view... *s*)
but it is not really about the cat, is it?
It is about the fact that
- following the rules of Quantum Physics -
something can be in the state of both,
instead of having to be one or the other.
I am still trying to grasp that concept, though... lol
But I hope to get there in the end!!!


Lightning is something wonderful to me.
When I was a child, a lightning bolt went straight into the ground,
not even 20 meters away from me.
I was all alone, and I felt immensely protected.
That might sound strange, but don't forget - the lightning did not strike me!
It felt as if it was a life being that had decided to show me its power,
without the wish to hurt me.
The scene is burned into my memory, and when I think of it,
I can still feel the rain on my face, the wind pulling my hair,
and the eerie light of the early morning dawn..



This is a picture of a tree very special to me.
It is a beautiful, massive, old beech...
Beech trees usually do not grow very old,
and this one will probably 'only' be 250, maybe 300 years,
nothing compared to oaks and yews obviously,
but this tree is nevertheless amazing.
The girth is huuuuge, and the branches have grown
entwining each other in the most unusual ways.
I love trees anyway, but this one is pure magic to me
and I have made myself a pendant from a piece of wood
coming from this tree (of course asking permission first)
Do you have a tree that is special to you?
If not, you might should go and find one...
It is a wonderful warm feeling,
and I hope to be able to build a deep friendship with
this wonderful beech.



Native American Cave Painting

I think it is beautiful
(That's why I chose it for my guestbook image)
(Don't forget to sign it!)

I was born born upon the prairie, where the wind blew free,
and there was nothing to break the light of the sun.
I was born where there were no enclosures,
and where everything drew a free breath....

Yamparethka Comanche Chief



You haven't forgotten that some images are left-clicks, have you?
You might have missed three already.. don't miss the next one, too!



We just have to open our eyes and see them!

I found this picture and had to do something with it. What a beautiful place..
But we do not always have to search for the extraordinary.
Beauty can be found just by looking at a flower, or at the clouds.
There is so much beauty in nature, and much of it surrounds us every day.
While we hunt after money and fame, the best things in life are still for free..
But we have lost the ability to notice and appreciate them, which is really sad.
When have YOU last taken the time to watch the sun set or a flower blossom..?



Have you ever heard of Fairtrade?
It basically means, that you
- through buying products that carry this logo -
support producers that otherwise would often not even get
enough money to feed their families...
Many third world producers starve,
while the ones selling their products get richer and richer.
In buying Fairtrade products YOU make sure that the people who
really need and deserve money for their hard work, will get it.
Another heartbreaking injustice is the fact that a lot of the chocolate
sold in first world countries is directly linked to child slavery.
Children get kidnapped and enslaved to harvest Coca,
which is one of the main ingredients of chocolate.
Each time you bite into a chocolate bar please be aware that some
poor child may had to bleed and sweat for your enjoyment.
And we are talking real children here,
even as young as five or six years old...
After watching a few documentaries on this subject,
I am not able to eat chocolate anymore,
unless I know for certain no child had to suffer for it.
The pictures I have seen did make my stomach turn..
If you want to find out more about Fairtrade,
what this logo stands for and how YOU can make a real difference:
I have linked the above logo to the Fairtrade website.
Just click on it and make up your own mind.


I support Fairtrade as a matter of conscience. I do not work for Fairtrade, nor do I benefit from supporting it.
The article above has been written by me, to the best of my knowledge.
Should you be in possession of facts that differ from the above, please feel free to contact me.





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